Terengganu

Been away for 3 days and I' m fucking exhausted

Hahn's 18

Finally Hahn turns 18 and she is finally legallized by the Malaysian government. Wooohooo!
Slept over at Pijot's place the day before her bday and we made her cupcakes. After about 2 years we haven't seen each other, mmg bila dah jumpa mulut semua org suddenly tkleh nak stop from bercakap, specially Hahn. She brought her boyf as well and we went to karaoke, melalak mcm org gila and went shopping, and of course - remembering all the times that we had before and talked about it all over and over again! We might not have done so many things since we spent 3 hrs dlm karaoke, but still yesterday is one of the best day in my life, probably because I miss Hahn so very much and how I wish she lives somewhere around me because we used to be bestfriends before; and now we've been friends for almost 6 years. Thank you bestfriends ;)


Birthday girl is in the middle :P


Atie, Hahn and Pie ;)

25 random things

1. Sorry but I'm a person who talks without even thinking sometimes

2. I am easily annoyed

3. I used to bite my own nails but nw I'm glad that I dont bite them anymore hehe

4. I have a hard time approving someone. And when I say by approving someone, means I don't approve and deny either people at Facebook and Myspace

5. I used to work as a Sales Assistant before for a month and I quit the job because I want to continue to my basic normal life plus I can only go out during nights when I was still working and I'm just sick of being fake to the customers

6. I don't trust people easily

7. When I say I'm in love or I love you, I really meant it because I hardly fall in love

8. I miss school - just because I miss being with my girls almost everyday

9. I've always wanted to be a stewardess but I AM SO FUCKING TALL ENOUGH to be one. haha

10. When I am not in the mood, I tend to keep my mouth shut because I might say things that I am not supposed to say

11. I cheated on my previous boyfriend before and he knew about it when I was still with him and he dumped me 4 days before our very 1 year anniversary and I regretted myself for being so selfish at that time but I believe ALLAH is fair, I found someone else 2 years later after I promised myself not to fall in love and I lost my bet on Lynn because of him

12. Sometimes I wish I am the only child


13. And I'm glad I am not the only child because I still refer to them(sisters and brothers) no matter how sucks they can be at times

14. Sometimes I wish I am still single

15. And I'm thankful that I'm not single because Sharil is always there at my ups and downs. We might have argued over small matters but I don't care wht you say- simply because he's not just a boyfriend to me - but my lover and my bestfriend as well. And yes, because I'm in love with him as well

16. Pijot is my bestest friend ever, though we might not be in the same lane at times but she's been through with me for 6 years now. So, you mess with her, you mess with me

17. I am not a bisexual, neither lesbian

18. I have an obsession over chocolates

19. I am small, and when I say SMALL, I meant it. My weight, from 38 kg to 40kg. My wrist's size is 24, and my shoes size is 4/5. But I am strong enough to bite your dick

20. I don't keep my feelings - I always let them out with different people (ONLY WITH THE ONES THAT I TRUST)

21. You can say that I am corrupted, though I am not that corrupted but as a human being, I am not perfect and so you are. I'm trying to be a better person each day, and if you didn't see the sacrifices that I made before, I'm sorry that you're blind

22. I am an egoistic person

23. You don't want to know how will I react when I'm having my PMS

24. I tend to do crazy things when I get mad

25. I dont tag people in this note :)

Happy Valentine's Day!

To everyone of you. Yes I mean every single one of you. And doesn't mean you're single - you're not able to celebrate Valentine's at all which is untrue. Valentine might be a special day for couples all over the world to celebrate it - just for the sake of celebrating it and NOT the day for you to show your love. Err like excuse me, I just don't get it when some parties say that Valentine is the day for you to show your love and blablabla. Which is not. If that's what Valentine is all about, then I agree the phrase - Everyday is Valentine. Valentine is the day to celebrate your love, not just for couples or those who are in love, but for everyone in this world who deserved to be loved and to love as well :)

SHARIL? He's my sweetheart, my lover and my bestfriend.
He's been through my ups and downs(ever since we were friends actually)
All I can say is - I am thankful for what I have now
and and and
I know I can be very emotional or probably sentimental at times, but yeah no one's perfect anyway so I'll make this one fast - I love him, so very much indeed eventhough I might not be good at showing my love sometimes.

Sorry I'm in the cheesy mood HEHE :P

And I celebrated this year's Valentine with my lovers - Sharil, Shamirah and Zatie! <3


Qila, Zatie and I


I seriously have no idea what Ed is tryinna do with Sharil's hair -___-


My so-called lesbian partner ;P

It had happened

Do not bring up about yesterday's issue. It was fucked up and I've got nothing else left to say. Everything is fine now, and yes, breaking up is not the only solution. Thank you :)

Mood: accomplished
Reason: bought new Levi's jeans and flats! ;D

starting to pokai

OU for a boxer, new legging and catching up with the girls and my boy as well :)






Muhammad Sharil Abdullah :)