People that you will meet in life

There are 4 people tht you will meet in your life.

no 1: Someone who loves you with all their heart but you only know how to appreciate them when you already lose them.

no 2: Someone tht you love with all your heart but you get nothing in return(due to no 1, karma does exist)

no 3: You and that particular person love each other so much but the two of you are not meant to be together

no 4: Someone who doesn't love you with all their heart, but somehow they still love you; and same goes to you but in the end; this person will always be right by your side no matter wht happens; because the two of you understands each other, and remain together until the end because this two lovebirds complete each other.

No 4 is the person you're going to marry.

life's like this

Past is past. There is no turning back, there's just no point wanting someone who doesn't want you back. At least I learnt my lesson and now, I'M LIVING MY OWN LIFE. Thanks a lot to mybeautiful bitches for keeping me alive until now :)

Terengganu

Been away for 3 days and I' m fucking exhausted

Hahn's 18

Finally Hahn turns 18 and she is finally legallized by the Malaysian government. Wooohooo!
Slept over at Pijot's place the day before her bday and we made her cupcakes. After about 2 years we haven't seen each other, mmg bila dah jumpa mulut semua org suddenly tkleh nak stop from bercakap, specially Hahn. She brought her boyf as well and we went to karaoke, melalak mcm org gila and went shopping, and of course - remembering all the times that we had before and talked about it all over and over again! We might not have done so many things since we spent 3 hrs dlm karaoke, but still yesterday is one of the best day in my life, probably because I miss Hahn so very much and how I wish she lives somewhere around me because we used to be bestfriends before; and now we've been friends for almost 6 years. Thank you bestfriends ;)


Birthday girl is in the middle :P


Atie, Hahn and Pie ;)

25 random things

1. Sorry but I'm a person who talks without even thinking sometimes

2. I am easily annoyed

3. I used to bite my own nails but nw I'm glad that I dont bite them anymore hehe

4. I have a hard time approving someone. And when I say by approving someone, means I don't approve and deny either people at Facebook and Myspace

5. I used to work as a Sales Assistant before for a month and I quit the job because I want to continue to my basic normal life plus I can only go out during nights when I was still working and I'm just sick of being fake to the customers

6. I don't trust people easily

7. When I say I'm in love or I love you, I really meant it because I hardly fall in love

8. I miss school - just because I miss being with my girls almost everyday

9. I've always wanted to be a stewardess but I AM SO FUCKING TALL ENOUGH to be one. haha

10. When I am not in the mood, I tend to keep my mouth shut because I might say things that I am not supposed to say

11. I cheated on my previous boyfriend before and he knew about it when I was still with him and he dumped me 4 days before our very 1 year anniversary and I regretted myself for being so selfish at that time but I believe ALLAH is fair, I found someone else 2 years later after I promised myself not to fall in love and I lost my bet on Lynn because of him

12. Sometimes I wish I am the only child


13. And I'm glad I am not the only child because I still refer to them(sisters and brothers) no matter how sucks they can be at times

14. Sometimes I wish I am still single

15. And I'm thankful that I'm not single because Sharil is always there at my ups and downs. We might have argued over small matters but I don't care wht you say- simply because he's not just a boyfriend to me - but my lover and my bestfriend as well. And yes, because I'm in love with him as well

16. Pijot is my bestest friend ever, though we might not be in the same lane at times but she's been through with me for 6 years now. So, you mess with her, you mess with me

17. I am not a bisexual, neither lesbian

18. I have an obsession over chocolates

19. I am small, and when I say SMALL, I meant it. My weight, from 38 kg to 40kg. My wrist's size is 24, and my shoes size is 4/5. But I am strong enough to bite your dick

20. I don't keep my feelings - I always let them out with different people (ONLY WITH THE ONES THAT I TRUST)

21. You can say that I am corrupted, though I am not that corrupted but as a human being, I am not perfect and so you are. I'm trying to be a better person each day, and if you didn't see the sacrifices that I made before, I'm sorry that you're blind

22. I am an egoistic person

23. You don't want to know how will I react when I'm having my PMS

24. I tend to do crazy things when I get mad

25. I dont tag people in this note :)

Happy Valentine's Day!

To everyone of you. Yes I mean every single one of you. And doesn't mean you're single - you're not able to celebrate Valentine's at all which is untrue. Valentine might be a special day for couples all over the world to celebrate it - just for the sake of celebrating it and NOT the day for you to show your love. Err like excuse me, I just don't get it when some parties say that Valentine is the day for you to show your love and blablabla. Which is not. If that's what Valentine is all about, then I agree the phrase - Everyday is Valentine. Valentine is the day to celebrate your love, not just for couples or those who are in love, but for everyone in this world who deserved to be loved and to love as well :)

SHARIL? He's my sweetheart, my lover and my bestfriend.
He's been through my ups and downs(ever since we were friends actually)
All I can say is - I am thankful for what I have now
and and and
I know I can be very emotional or probably sentimental at times, but yeah no one's perfect anyway so I'll make this one fast - I love him, so very much indeed eventhough I might not be good at showing my love sometimes.

Sorry I'm in the cheesy mood HEHE :P

And I celebrated this year's Valentine with my lovers - Sharil, Shamirah and Zatie! <3


Qila, Zatie and I


I seriously have no idea what Ed is tryinna do with Sharil's hair -___-


My so-called lesbian partner ;P

It had happened

Do not bring up about yesterday's issue. It was fucked up and I've got nothing else left to say. Everything is fine now, and yes, breaking up is not the only solution. Thank you :)

Mood: accomplished
Reason: bought new Levi's jeans and flats! ;D

starting to pokai

OU for a boxer, new legging and catching up with the girls and my boy as well :)






Muhammad Sharil Abdullah :)

FINALLY

I'm done with work and back to the normal basic life. Went to movie last night with boyf and his usual friends to watch Underworld. Uhh, I just miss hanging out with my girlfriends. Sometimes I wish I am still in school though I hate school very much - just because I love being surrounded by them. And now, things change. I just miss the fact that we've been gossiping every single day and laughed as if there is no tomorrow, hanging out after school dgn menghimpit kereta Myvi abg Intan. Haihh rindu la sialll.





I MISS THIS ;(


Oh and yeah - talking about the girls, during my off day on the 26th, I finally went out with them after dh berapa lama tk jumpa coz Pah turun sini. Tumpang happy dgn Shamirah coz finally dia dpt SLR yg dah lama dia inginkan. Agaga. Lynn and I bought the same bikini haha and I'm still waiting for the pictures from Shamirah's SLR hehe :)

OFF DAY

My off day? WEDNESDAY! Hehe :D

Woke up at 11 something then fell asleep semula kul 12 cmtu then Shamirah kejut at 3 and got a text from Shl bgtau they're otw to my hse.

Guess what? We went to PD!

Reached PD at 6 something and we headed to The Regency and the first thing that we catched there - Syapek's mom lasagna and and the scene of course!

SEDAPPP SIAL. SUMPAH TAK TIPU. HAHA

Thanks to Shamirah for taking the picture above ;)

And here are some other pics:

Thanks love ;)

My crazy girlf

8 something - Shamirah and I went to the toilet to change our clothes. Sampai di sana, tiba2 ade sorg minah ni dtg kat kitorg before kitorg sempat pun nak tutup pintu toilet. Her name is Adlin if I'm not mistaken.

Adlin : Are u guys Malay?

Us : Yeah, why?

Adlin : I need your help pls.

Ceritanya begini : She went there with her boyf but she told her mom she's with her friend named Amira and that Amira has a husband and her husband went outstation so she wanted one of us to pretend to be Amira.

Shamirah : Coincidencely my name is Amirah too so okay la (and blablabla)

Adlin : Oh really? Ala but your voice tk mcm Amira sgt. Your voice ade sikit kot mcm Amira(while pointing at me)

Shamirah : Ha ah dia boleh kot. Suara i mcm jantan dlm fone.

(dalam hati aku : sengal punya pompuan. haha)

So I was the one who pretended myself as Amira.

Random gila isn't it?

After that, we went off to maple kat PD and sumpah aku ckp kau mknn kat situ tk sedap. I forgot whats the name of the stall. End up Amin yg habiskan mknn aku. Haha.

Rock and Sharil pulak crack mcm babi sial. Haiya.

Selepas mkn, kami pun blk and now ; here I am looking at the screen and the keyboard as well ;)

busy days I had

Gosh - what more can I say about my life now? Ever since I started to work, I realized today is my first time reading the newspaper. Dammit - I realized I just dont hv time to do such things these days. Tgk tv pun dah tk selalu now. Haiya.

3 days back - lepaking with Shamirah and Lynn setelah berapa lama tidak lepak dgn mereka specially Lynn. I miss those times that we had before - satu geng pergi lepak mkn after school, bantai naik satu kereta himpit ramai2 and do crazy things at school. Sumpah rinduuu. Now, nk lepak dgn diorg pun susah coz some of 'em cant go out at night - and the only time I can go out is at night - tu pun if dpt shift morning. I miss all of them -Pijot, Shamirah, Lynn, Nono, Ruiyya, Pah, Zatie, Intan.

The next day after that went to Curve with Dibah and met my boy there and we went to movie. If I'm not mistaken, Day Wait is the movie yg ktorg tgk. Babi bodoh sial cerita tu. And budak kecik tu gila like whatever(bak kata Sharil) sumpah tk reti berlakon. Baik kasi aku je yg berlakon. Aha.

Anyway, I love Muhammad Sharil Abdullah so much and and
I miss Apek and Kak Intan ;(

Happy New Year!

On New Year's Eve:
10 am -work starts
6.30 pm - work ends
6.45 - at home, mandi tanpa rehat selepas bekerja
7.00 pm - Shamirah came to my hse
until 8 pm - talk2 and siap2 :)
8 something - Arep's myvi di depan rumah dan blah to Curve
9 something - mcm org gila carik pot nk mkn and lepak. full gila babi
10 something kot - dpt pot
11 something - naik rooftop
12 something - there goes the FIREWORKS!

2.30am - supposedly went back home, but Fariz drive mcm org gila so terlajak gi BJ
3.45am - I finally reached home :)




I had fun last night and thnks to those who were there with me, specially Shl and Shamirah for last night. Though penat sikit sbb kena kerja before tht, but I still had fun. Have an enjoyable New Year, may Allah bless all of us ;D

And oh yeah, happy birthday Mak :D

Today, 2nd of Jan - shift aku full time.
Here are some conversations that I catched while working-

Bini : Syg, kita beli yg ni eh? (yg ni tu refers to the tempat gantung barang hiasan kat mirror kereta tu)
Suami : Eeee yg tu? Taknak la! Awak nak letak bunga2 pulak dlm kereta saya eh?
Bini : Ala bangg. beli la bang. Lawa ni (buat muka sedih)
Suami : Saya kata saya taknak, taknak la. Awak nak, beli letak dlm kereta awak sendiri.
Si suami blah dari kedai dan si isteri mengekorinya sambil buat muka sedih. Kasihan.


Makcik India : Is there any dresses at RM20?
Aku : (gulp) RM 20? No. We only have at RM50 and above.
(dalam hati: there's no such thing - ehh ade rupanya dress at RM20!)
Makcik India : Oh really? How much is this one?(sambil tunjuk kat amende tah aku lupa)
Aku : RM 100 bla bla bla.
Makcik India : What? So ridiculous la the price! (sambil keluar dari kedai)
*asshole punya makcik India.
Sorry but do you even know what life means? Uhhh.